Thanksbeing: a perpetual hug

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Hope you had a beautiful Thanksgiving Day… mine did not turn out the way I expected, as some family were sick. So we postponed a few days. At first I felt sad and disappointed, but as the day went on, I discovered that opportunities opened up: deeper connection to those I did see, time to myself in the studio, so rare, and the chance to sit with myself and explore the depths of gratitude. In the fullness of love, I would like to share my thanksgiving prayer with you ~ Jennifer

Thanksbeing:  November 28th, 2024

And as I settle into my heart, I ask my Higher Self and my Guides to come closer, to take my hand, pat me on the back, caress my cheeks, smooth my hair, kiss my brow. Thank you all. Thank you, my guides, for all that you do for me. Thank you to the ones who I know intimately and to the ones who are still a little unknown to me. Thank you for all who assist me in this human life, keeping me out of danger, alerting me to my opportunities, helping me settle into the emotions that I am feeling in any given time, helping me to wring the truth, the beauty and the lesson from each experience.

I AM deeply grateful to Mama and Papa for creating me in the first place. And for giving me the power to create also my life as it comes to me. I’m grateful for understanding that it is a movie that I am projecting, that it is myself that is outside of me and the universe that is within. Somehow we are backwards in our thinking, thinking we are nothing within and that what is outside is everything. 

Oh, I know this is a conundrum and difficult to understand, but I am beginning to glimpse this truth: All that I Am and all that I’ll ever Be is within me, there in the wholeness, there in the stillness and there in the embrace of Mother/Father/God. 

There is a perpetual hug going on, an infinite embrace. It is a very loose embrace, there is much movement afforded, but we are all truly connected by love. And what is that but an embrace? 

I wish to thank all of my brothers and sisters on the planet, those I don’t know and those that I do, those whose faces I know, and those who are new to me, those who are dear to me and those who are very close. Thank you for the friendship, the love, the support and encouragement. Thank you for the laughs and thank you for the good times and the explorations, thanks for all of your creativity and your amazing minds. Thank you for leading the way. Thank you for following. Thank you for walking with me, hand in hand,. 

Bless this beautiful physical planet, bless the light emanating from it and the love imbued in every cell, every grain of sand, every needle on every pine tree, every tiny insect and every beautiful butterfly, every humming bird and every albatross, every little mouse and every amazing elephant, the land animals, the mammals in the sea and all the beautiful fish and the creatures who live in water, especially the wonderful octopus. Thank you all for sharing this planet with me. 

Thank you all for being in this physical realm, this amazing physical adventure, this 3D/ 4D/ 5D movie, this whole created reality. Together with our amazing, amazing Divine Parents, all who have come before and all who will follow, thank you for this amazing life in this amazing place. I do so love this world. I do so love Mother Earth in all her glory. Thank you, Mother, for sustaining us. 

Thank you to my beloved teachers, the Ascended Masters, the Archangels, and all who have encouraged me on the path to my joy. I do now claim Joy. I claim the giggles, I claim the smiles, I claim the heartwarming glances.  I claim the joy of driving down the road and seeing beauty left and right. I claim the joy of waking each morning to the light streaming into my home. I claim the joy of hearth and home, of affection, kindness and companionship. 

I know the joy of extended family, those born into the same family as me. I feel the joy of those born to me, and the joy of those born to those born to me, so precious, so precious. I carry the joy of those who came before, my parents, my aunts and uncles, grandparents and ancestors. Thank you. 

Because of everyone and everything, I am who I am today, I am in the joyous moment of this Now, this gratitude prayer. Thank you. Thank you All.

Thank you to each one of you who have read this, each one of you who will, each one of you who extends your love to meet mine, that together we may weave a more wonderful world. 

Thank you to my team, my old friends, my new friends, to all who lend their hearts to the common good and the blessing of friendship. I am deeply grateful, sweetly grateful, blessedly grateful, ever grateful for what is now and all that is to be.

 May we go forth in heart, may we go forth hand in hand, walking together, expanding our love, expanding our light, lifting up, embracing, consoling and inspiring. 

May we give back all that we have been given and keep the ripples going. May it be so, with so much love, love upon love, wave upon wave, and breath upon breath. Thanksbeing. 

To All Who Love, by Jennifer Joy Donaldson, November 28th, 2024

Spirit Cafe this Saturday Nov. 9th!

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Let’s get together and talk… A Lighthouse for the Soul hosts a monthly Zoom Space for an hour of catching up with each other, conversation and connection!…

However you are processing the goings-on in the world… we all need support as “The Times they are a Changing!” Many of us grew up with Bob Dylan, who was considered a prophet for our generation, and I always felt he was pointing to some really huge shifts – in our lifetime- that we would be wise to be awake to… it feels like we are in the midst of these shifts. NOW. How are you keeping your balance, your positive outlook, your heart in a space of compassion and generosity? Love, Jennifer

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Yeshua & Mary Magdalen: The Twelfth Hour

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A SPECIAL Channeled Message from Yeshua & Mary Magdalen, by Jennifer Donaldson with Rob Loveland, October 28th, 2024

Note: I often channel with Rob and other friends from the Council of Love, but this time we had a chance to be in the same room (rather than on Zoom) and the message was especially powerful and timely. Speaking to all who have been preparing for these “truly tumultuous times”, Light-workers, Love-bearers, Old Souls, all — this is what we were born for!!

Jennifer: (Settling in to channel) So I’m feeling Papa on the back of me from my ears all the way around to the back and all the way down my spine, down to my heels, to my elbows and the backs of my hands, just supporting me lightly, like a book stand supports a book.  And on the front, I feel Divine Mother silkily nestling into my face, my eyes, my cheeks and lips, my throat and all the way down my torso, just completely covering me like a soft, radiant, bright pink and deep blue quilt, a fuzzy blanky.

Sinking into my heart, Mother/Father meet in my heart, front and back, and on either side is Yeshua on my right, Mary Magdalen on the left, holding my hands. And they put something in my hands as a playful note, as a note of encouragement, gifting a little silver heart, and each one is a locket. The lockets spring open and inside the locket, is a hair of each of them from their days on Earth. Very beautiful, really sweet gift. I’m grateful. Thank you. I will wear those in my heart. 

So, Yeshua and Mary, Rob and I have talked a lot about the future of our class [and our plan to offer it through] the Council of Love… both of us have a very strong sense of loyalty to the COL… I feel that they are part of my soul family, and precious to me, those relationships, and [i’m wondering] what we have to offer one another going forward, through these times, these difficult times. And I still have a deep longing in me to reach as many people as possible in service. 

Yeshua and Mary Magdalen, together:  We are happy to be invited to respond to your self reflection. [Rob’s Grandfather clock began striking twelve.]  Yes, as you feel, and as you hear, it is the 12th hour. We have been connected deeply with you… throughout these last stages of the 11th hour, where there [have been] messages of awareness, we will use that word rather than warning, the messages of awareness to begin to be aware, to begin to be ready for a truly tumultuous period in your lives which is going to upend everything

And some of you have experienced this personally, in an episode of some sort, such as a hurricane or a sudden event in your lives, in which it turned everything upside down. Well, this is going to be a collective experience, and you will find that you do not need to enter into it on the individual level in the same way that you have had if you were caught unawares. 

And this is why we have been preparing all of you, because it is very helpful to have the many of you who can be one degree or five degrees or 10 degrees removed from the impact of shock, because it is no longer a shock. You’ve been hearing about this for years. You know that something is going to happen. You don’t know exactly what, but you are prepared, so that when it arrives, you will say, “Yes, this is it. Here it is. This is what we came for,” and you will be able to hold your center, to hold your love and to hold your light. 

Those of you who have collected around the symbol of the lighthouse are clearly those who wish to hold clarity. You are willing to channel, you are willing to write, you are willing to teach. You are particularly dedicated to holding clarity and holding the torch in the cave, as it were, during the “earthquake”. 

So you see you chose this. We honor you for that, but we also remind you that you are well prepared, and you know what you are doing. You know how to do, what to do, and in that, in those moments and in those days and weeks of the worst of it, you will be able to remain the calm center, and that will be greatly assistive to others

Remember also that one of your greatest skills -gifts- at this time will be as listeners. We know that you are mightily attracted to the role of ‘provider of words’, and we tease you a little bit about this. And this is a wonderful thing. What you have been able to, so far, extend to your brothers and sisters on the planet has been greatly instrumental in creating a fabric of peace, trust, knowing of goodness, knowing of love, knowing of centeredness, knowing of the power of your own being as creators.  

So, all of your channelings, messages and postings and teaching offerings have been to establish and create and extend this net of assistance to your brothers and sisters. And so, continue with this, if it gives you joy, but the greatest gift that you are going to bring in service to your brothers and sisters at this time— it will begin with those closest to you, in geographical proximity, at the time, as the events unfold, as the oft used phrase, the days tumble one into another with revelations and new learnings each day — that is to listen. This is the greatest gift. 

The greatest gift is to listen, because if you [any of you] are in anxiety, you will have the need to speak and say, “I don’t understand what’s happening. I don’t understand what to do. I don’t know how we will get through this.”  Well, you are miles ahead of this, my dear, both of you, and all of you who are in your circle—  and I would count the Council of Love, teachers and COLTs and your fellow students far and wide, as those who have been prepared to listen, to say, “Yes, this is not comfortable, this is not fun, but we are here together,” and listen to them. 

Listen to them [those who are anxious]. Even if you have the answers, they may not be quite yet ready for the answers. So until they say, “What do you think?” or , “What have you heard, or what do you know?” Or, “How can you be so calm and peaceful in this terrible moment?”  We can just say, “It has been foretold. We knew it would happen, and we know we’ll get through it. We’ll get through it by loving one another, taking each other’s hands, hugs, comfort, cheerfulness, humor.” All of the blessings of your humanity and all of the strengths, blessings and virtues of your divinity coming together, in one great, cataclysmic moment. 

You will find that you are not really surprised by what happens, because there is a part of you that can see. There’s a part of you that knows, and just because you have kept the trap door closed, so to speak, you were and you are, venturing into greater knowing while you sleep, and you are experiencing a much greater awareness, and tucking it under your hat, so to speak. But this will become more and more available to you. 

The main thing is to remember your own gift is to listen. Hold space for the love. Hold space for the light, but not at that moment to be proselytizing or to be offering too many words of your own, unless requested, because when one is in panic and one is in fear, one is not able to take it in and what one feels instead of comfort from your words, whatever loving words you may offer, they will mostly feel more unsafe, more unheard, and a deeper sense of separation. So for them to feel connected, the best thing is for them to listen to their hearts, listen to their own guidance, but have you model that by listening to them.  

So, you will not need to hold this level of containership throughout the rest of your life, but you will have had a profound experience of the blessing that you offer if you allow the other person to feel your energy.  And we are speaking specifically to those of you who enjoy giving answers and words to others. 

Of course you do. It is still an excitement for you that you have discovered such answers. But now you see the value of holding space. And you do not hold empty space, you hold radiantly loving space. You hold trusting space. You hold peaceful space. This is a very valuable container for all of your encounters, all of your family relationships, and all of those who are connected to you in this period. And so allow your humanity within the larger group. …

So go ahead, move forward with your plans [for the next class]. Do not be surprised if they get tossed in the air. Do not allow yourself to become unseated or unsettled by anything. And if you find yourself temporarily unsettled, sit down. Breathe us in. We are with you, and we will help you resettle yourself into your core. 

Rob: Thank you so much. …

Yeshua & MM: [chimes are heard] Your clock is quite charming. We enjoy the chimes. We enjoy so much being invited to speak with you. We are grateful. Thank you for being you.

28 Oct. 2024, by Jennifer Donaldson with Rob Loveland

SPIRIT CAFE ~cU :-) on Sat. Oct. 12th

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Spirit Cafe is a free, online meeting place for spiritually-minded folks to gather, learn, contribute and share all things spiritual!  For folks who enjoy listening or engaging in casual conversation about the many interesting spiritual topics out there, Spirit Cafe will provide an open-minded and open-hearted platform.

Sue Schofield and the Lighthouse team of Jen, Rob, Adrienne, Paul, and Roxanne will lead off the discussion with a  topic, but the discussion will go wherever YOU and Spirit choose to take it!

All are welcome and all will surely benefit from connecting with friends, family and folks from all parts of the world.

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SPIRIT CAFE, Sept 14, 2024, 11 am- noon EST

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     I think we are all feeling the effects of an unsettled and chaotic world, which has served up a big plate of palpable division amongst the Collective.  As challenging as that feels, there is a way we can heal the problem, beginning with ourselves!  The more we can remain in our Divine Neutrality, the more we can positivelyimpact the rampant division we see and feel in society.  At first glance, you may think this is pie in the sky thinking, but change always begins with ourselves!   

Let’s meet at the SPIRIT CAFE on Sat, Sept 14th, 11:00EST and talk about how we can find Divine Neutrality in our lives.  It’s a free monthly conversation, led by Sue Scofield and the Lighthouse team of Rob, Jen, Adrienne, Roxanne and Paul. 

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the flower under your nose…

Channeling Mary Magdalen, August 26, 2024

Jennifer: So my wonderings have to do with the energies that are happening and how suddenly I feel very, very tired, and sometimes I feel almost sort of manically, crazily ecstatically jumping around, like I’m 10 years old and i just want to jump on the sofa… And I don’t, I don’t quite understand what’s going on, and I’d like to know more about that. I’m not manic, as far as I know. I say that respectfully.  I’m usually a lot more peaceful, but it’s been intense lately in a good way, and sometimes not so nice, but those pass quickly, so I’m curious about that. 

I’m curious about all our conversation [prior to channeling], and in what ways that can be woven into a blanket to bring us greater sense of comfort, greater sense of our connection. And I’m curious about about having some meditation & channeling groups this Fall. I don’t know who wants to speak with me…

 So, I’m sensing Mary Magdalene, called Maggie, let’s see what she would like to say. 

MM: I am enjoying seeing your colors this evening, your blues and reds and yellows and purples. It is.. it is your old friend, Mary Magdalena, “Maggie”. Call me whatever, but please do call me your friend, as I love you dearly. 

I am most interested in assisting you with your understandings of the energies which are coming to you. You are feeling a quickening, and you are feeling an enthusiasm, and you are feeling a movement, and you are feeling the spirals of movement, one upon the other, one upon the other. And it is partly that you are surrendering to the energy that is, and partly it is that the energies have been accelerated quite a bit, so that you may have your days when you actually feel an hour to be an hour and a half or two hours or three hours long, and you will have your days where they almost go by in an hour. So your sense of time is becoming a great deal more fluid. 

And we do not wish you to feel alarmed by this, but entertained by it. Enjoy the sensations of energy moving through you, by you, around you, within you and to you for specific purposes. If you need healing, you can direct that energies to specific places. Of course, Roxanne is very aware of this, but it is something that all of you can do with minimal preparation, if you understand that energy is for you to to use for sustenance, just as oxygen is, just as water is life giving. So energy is part of all that is, and how you are in movement, how you are in life. And so, to enjoy and to consciously play with the energy so that they serve you, so that you are most comfortable. 

And if you are feeling a little bit like nothing’s happening, well then, stir it up a little. And if you are feeling like too much is stirring up, you may say, “Hold on a little, soften a little, slow down a little bit.” And we will play with you, and we will ease the energies, to come to the shapes and speeds that you yourself would be most comfortable with, you see? 

And the same thing can be done with emotions. Too much emotion? Just say so, we will tone it down for you. We will help you with this. You know this. You know when you, Jennifer, have had moments where your energy of emotion, the energy of your emotions, is uncomfortable. Well, then you just turn to us and say, “Please help me with my emotions, because they are uncomfortable right now, and I would like to be back in my place of peace. Thank you very much.” You see? And it is done. If you check in ten minutes later, you see things are quite different. And that is true.

Everything is happening much more quickly. Nothing takes a long time. You do not need to wait three years for something to happen or for something to heal. You are in the midst of this amazing revolution of The Mother’s Plan coming into being in every moment in your life. It will come to each of you differently. Do not always be waiting and looking for some big event that everybody goes, “Oh, did you see that satellite hit the Himalaya Mountains yesterday?!”  No, don’t. Don’t wait for one thing that everybody knows about. There will be many such things. 

Instead, play in the energies to the extent that you begin to realize your own powers, you begin to realize your own, your own creative nature, your own Self in the scenarios that present themselves each day.  And allow this to be very fluid. Do not be afraid of the speed. If you need to, hold out a hand, and we will help you. If it feels too fast, as I said, ask us, and we will help you slow it down. 

Much of this is accomplished through the breath. Remember, you are born with these tools. This is not any big mystery. You have made it a great mystery, but it really is not. You are born with these things, innately, and they can help you a great deal. Now, if you wish to specialize in the healing arts, then you can learn from Roxanne, because she is very knowledgeable, you see? But energy is part of each of you. Love is your essence, the way it moves and expresses itself is through the energy. 

We are very excited for you, each of you and the horizons which are opening up like a book in your lap right now. Do not look for next year or next month. Look at today. What is opening right now? Look at the flower under your nose. It is calling to you, “Look, see me. See me!” It is wonderful about the Cities of Light, but do not forget to enjoy the flower under your nose. 

Many of you escape the realization of your own power by future thinking and future dreaming. There is time for that, but there is also time to enjoy the taste that is on your tongue at this moment, the love that is in your heart right now. We bring a great shower of love, a great bath of love, to you. And we are very happy that you enjoy it. Your exuberance in the ways that you play with us? We are so grateful. And genuinely happy to be with you. Therefore tonight, I will step aside so that you each have time for this glorious feeling, communing with us.  Farewell for now. 

Jen: Thank you, Maggie. 

Love Heals Fear

Jennifer: I’m feeling Saint Germaine, who I don’t channel very often, but welcome. 

St. G: I’m most honored to be present with you this evening in your time, in your world, in your seeming reality. In fact, you are in my reality, but you are snoozing a bit. You are enjoying your projected reality. You are enjoying your world-making, you have become accustomed to this hiding. You have become accustomed to this way of presenting life to yourself. 

It is very interesting to see the threading together, the sewing together of the different fabrics. It is as though you are making a bit of a crazy quilt with your ideas stitched together into a most wondrous composition. All of this comes together, little by little by little, with your intention to create meaning, to create understanding and to, ultimately, see yourself as you truly are, see the love that you are, as you are, and, you see, you will not look like your asserted identity. You will look like each other, One. 

You will see that falling in love with every other single human being on the planet, every other life form on the planet, every expression of beauty, every mushroom, every chipmunk, every rock, if you hold yourself in such a beautiful state of readiness to – I was going to say ‘adore’, but it is not idolatry. It is an appreciation for the miracle and the wonder that you truly are, by being the amazing creators that you are, creating this reality, projecting this outward from yourself and participating in it together. 

You have all met on the playground and said, ‘Let us create this wonderful world. Let us do this together. Let us see what it will bring us. Let us enjoy it together. Let us learn together. Let us play together. Let us have theater together.’ You see, it helps to have this perspective. Not only is it accurate that you are inventing what you are seeing, but it’s also extremely helpful, because it helps you to really begin to distance yourself a little bit from believing that everything you see is really happening to you. No, it is happening from you. It is happening through you. 

It is happening by your very nature that you have the ability to do this. What you see outside of you is not exactly real. No. Of course, you have invented it. It is a facsimile of what reality is. It has echoes of reality. It has glimpses of reality. It has hues and clues of the reality that you are a little bit afraid to actually imagine, you are a little bit afraid to embrace. 

All of you, to some degree, are still hiding, because the immensity of who you are, the immensity of the reality of the One that you Are is a bit overwhelming for the human mind. So love yourselves until you are open and ready, until you are ready to open that great door in your mind and allow the truth to be simply the magnificent truth. 

Yes, you have visions of Tyrannosaurus Rex. You have visions of things that are too much, a volcano, something that is overwhelming, something that is frightening, yes, but you will, you will outgrow your fears, my Dears.  The more that you let in the love, the more the fears will be healed. Love heals fear. 

Do any of you have a question for me? 

Teammate: Love heals fear and remembering who I am, but when you’re so… where do I go from here, with what I’ve just experienced for myself, and I know I created it, and I know a lot of …I understand that intellectually, but like, even with the La Ho Chi stuff I’ve been doing, it created fear, because, I don’t know, something that Roxanne said to me, it’s like it can accelerate. And can you explain that more? 

St.G: Yes, I believe it may be helpful to understand that as your belief in the outer world and its threat to you is gradually questioned, you begin to question first —before you fully understand that your belief is baseless— but as you begin to question your belief, your total belief in identity and reality as you see it, your fear will magnify. This is the fear of your duality, the fear of the part of your mind that believes in duality. You see, it is something that at times your, your fears will magnify, and intensify, because you’re…[let’s say it this way] the part of you that has been in control for so long fears to give up control. It is its favorite thing to do. 

In the Course in Miracles, this is referred to as the ego. You see, it is referred to as the part of the mind that prefers to be the navigator, but in fact, has led you astray for a great many lifetimes. But you are used to this as being the human experience, and all you want is the best human experience you can have, and you look to your riches, or you look to your wonderful career opportunities, or you look to your magnificent loves that you can have one to another, your relationships. 

You look for different things in each lifetime to be your salvation, to be your reward for being human. And in fact, it really is to understand that it’s all a play, it’s all a movie, it’s all a projection, because of your fears, your fear to truly be love, your fear of your own grandeur. And it is not you singular. Remember, you are very much a part of it. But it is not you singular. When we say your grandeur, we mean the grandeur of the One, the grandeur of all that you are connected to, All That Is, and it takes a good long time to bend your mind to receive this.  You will spend many years in wonder and appreciation as the gradual dawning of All that you are opens more and more greatly. 

But yes, when you have reached a place where you begin to understand, your mind will seize up and begin to become greatly agitated and greatly frightened. And that is not the divine part of the mind, but the control part of the mind, the ego part of the mind, the ‘identity,’ the one that is fully immersed in belief, convinced of the truth of duality.  That has been your navigation system for so long, it is very difficult to give it up without having it become alarmed, [and] make a lot of noise. 

So, just know that you are going through a period of great value. You can say to yourself, ‘How wonderful that this fear is erupting in me. How wonderful that that I’m suddenly panicking, because my duality is being healed.’ See? ‘My mind is being healed back into One mind. I am allowing myself to begin to be navigated with My Divinity rather than my ego. 

Teammate: I feel like, it’s just so much effort, and not that it’s not positive — in a moment, just stop the effort, to the degree I can see, I can see, at least in this moment…’  

St. G: Don’t try too hard, my Dear, just say ‘Yes’, say ‘Yes’ and allow your angels, your guides, your Higher Self, your All that you Are to inform you, assist you, relieve you, teach you, hold you, kiss you. See?  You are surrounded by love. It can take many forms. 

St. G: All right. Good night, for this one occasion. Bless you all. Thank you. 

Jennifer: That was sweet. He’s very sweet. He’s very dear. [Thank You, St. Germaine]

Jeshua, Yeshua or Chocolate?

Hello All~ I’m in flow these days on how to spell Jeshua’s name, with a J, or a Y, – how do you feel? To me, the J retains the long relationship with the one we know as Jesus, but Y reminds me of the inner Master, the original Beloved… “Call me Chocolate”, He jokes, as I sit here typing. (He does not care how we spell it)… “But do call me… I am most happy to engage with you in play or in conversation.” Really, I feel such deep gratitude for the miracle of His presence. “Just choose it,” He says… that’s all we have to do.

In this week’s channeling session with my teammates, Yeshua discusses the experience of learning to live in the flow of LIFE itself, LOVE itself, without defenses, worries or self-doubts. It’s definitely a choice- and a learning process, maybe one you can identify with also? Happy to read your comments. Always LOVE, Jennifer 

Channeling Yeshua: 

Jennifer: So I have a question and it has to do with letting go of time, when one is in creative mode, when all that one has committed oneself to and all that one has dedicated oneself to seems to be happening at the same time, can you just let divine timing sort it all out? Just let go of the control of all of that?… and we’ll see who wants to answer… 

Yeshua: We appreciate your holding space. You are wonderful friends, and dearly beloved. This is Yeshua. 

This one [Jennifer] is letting go, in some valuable ways, to controlling or reaching for a particular outcome, before it is presented. This is very valuable. This is an important step toward being able to live in the flow, because one cannot control the flow. If you want to live in the flow, you must release your expectations of how this will show up each day and how it will resolve itself. And if you have ten things to do in a day, and only so many hours, then you must just trust. Some of those things will wait patiently until tomorrow. Some of those things will evaporate completely. Some of those things will take less time than you thought they would. Some of those things will expand and fill your day.

So this is an important step in trusting your own creatorship, your own authority, author-ship. You see, this is a wonderful horizon which Jennifer is just beginning to play with. So there is some puzzlement about how can this be? Will this really work? Is it possible? Is it too much? But if you are, as has been said earlier tonight, if you are living in your heart, if you are living in your love and want nothing more than to overflow and express the divinity that you are, you will find many opportunities coming forward to you. And you do not need to leave the doors closed, do not ..do not need to shut them because you are afraid that there will be too much energy, it will come too quickly or will overwhelm you. 

You see you are in authority because you made a choice. So allow the choice to carry you, allow the choice to bring forward all of the wonder and the surprises which you only had a little tiny glimmer of when you first made this choice. And as it opens that up, do not be tempted to close it down. You see it is like an aperture, you know your apertures, they open and then they close. You are asking for this [opening] and yet you keep going like this [closing].

And of course it gets bumpier and it gets more uncomfortable and things collide and things don’t work out and you feel like you are too too limited. You start believing in all of your limitations. You are “too old, you are too…” this, too that and the other.  You haven’t got enough energy, you don’t have any time, you don’t have, you have lack, and you start believing in all of that. And it is all a fantasy, a nightmare. A movie that you have created to convince yourself that you are not divine. 

So if you are going to fully embrace your divinity you must let go of closing that aperture. Open it, let it blossom. See what flows through. And trust. There is so much energy there and it is a little bit frightening to you and this is understandable. How can such vastness be shaped, controlled? How can you keep yourself safe in such an environment? You have been spending your entire multi-series of lifetimes, thousands of lifetimes, keeping yourself safe, keeping yourselves small, keeping yourselves hidden. 

So [the next step would be] to step forward, to ride the surf, to ride the crocodile down the Nile, to work with Mother Earth and all of her kingdoms, to work with the Father and all of the angelic realms, to play with us and yet to understand that we are not more than you. We are not more than you. You just have not yet completely accepted your vastness, your greatness— not great as ‘George Washington is great,’ some famous person. This is not important. This happens to a few. It is a choice. But great as our Father is great. Our mother is great, their children are great —how could they not be great? They are wondrous. You are wondrous. 

Be unlimited love. You do not have to “practice” this, just BE it. Just do it. Just Be Love. It is so simple. So simple. BE LOVE until that is what you are doing. And all activity, all motion, all action, all connections will flow from that. That is all that we hope for you, that is all we desire for you, is that you know your own being, in all of its love, and all of its majesty. 

We love you. 

If we are complete, we will bid you a very very good night.

(Thank you.) 

Bless you.

Channeled 7/29/2024 by Jennifer Donaldson