This is PART 4 of the Dec. 21st Channeling with Master Jeshua/Yeshua. (Some people like the Y(Aramaic) and others resonate with the J (Roman)) But it’s all the same ~Beloved Master Jesus, the King of Love, our eternal Brother and Friend. He is my life-long teacher (for many lives) and I have come to know him much more deeply through channeling him. Interestingly enough it is my traditional Christian friends who are least interested in reading Jeshua’s current messages… and why might that be? We all have strong allegiances and interpretations of what is possible or not, what is shareable or not, what is heresy or not. I just follow my heart. I have never known love to lead me astray…
Question #5: Why do I still carry such a feeling of unworthiness within me? (paraphrased)
Jeshua/Yeshua: It is fine. You are fine. We will address your heart. We want you to know that you are born worthy. There was no original sin. This is a teaching of the Church, which is a misconstruction. What happened was that when your souls were in the higher dimensions, you were exploring the Universes.
You wondered what it would be like to lower your vibration, to play hide and seek with your Mother and Father, you see, and you blame yourselves for the pickle that you are in now, as humanity~ feeling lost, confused, warring upon one another, violating one another. You see, you separated yourselves willingly, and then lowered your vibration so profoundly that you forgot your own divine nature as a Child of God. You and all of humanity, you forgot.
#5: Yeah.
Jeshua/Yeshua: And so through the cycle of different lifetimes, you have seen glimpses of worthiness, but mostly you have felt that you needed to earn your worthiness. You needed to work hard, you needed to excel. You needed to be good to the point where you completely neglected taking care of and loving yourselves. You have been under the misunderstanding that you needed to earn back your intrinsic, essential worthiness.
Why would Divine Father and Divine Mother not love you? They love every part of their creation. They are Love, you see. It is ourselves as humans, I count myself in this, because when you are in the human journey, there is the forgetting, there are the veils of forgetting, and there are the fears and the unworthiness. You blamed yourselves for the separation.
So the path to reacquiring your sense of worthiness is to forgive yourself. You took an adventure and ended up in a pickle. You ended up in a terrible mess, separated. This is what the story of the Fall from the Garden of Eden is about. That is a metaphor for what literally happened where you lowered your vibration.
This is a longer story than we have time for now, but you, as a group of souls, lowered your vibration to the point where you could not remember your wholeness, and you blamed yourselves, and so you carry this burden of guilt. Now that I have told you this, can you begin to love that child who was afraid that she was not worthy to be loved? Can you love her from the Source of Love that you Are?
Your hearts are very powerful. Each one of you, you are great healers of yourselves and of each other. Remind each other that you are love, that it is love that heals and reunites. Does it not bring back families? When there is forgiveness and love offered, it reunites groups. It reunites you with the parts of you that have forgotten that you are whole. Take it in. It is you. Does this feel like truth?
Yes, I am not telling you a fairy story. It quite literally happened. Many, many, many souls lowered their vibration. The rest of the heavenly realms, the ascended realms, rushed around to create something to catch you. Mother (Gaia) said, “I will incarnate. We will make a place for you to remember who you are, to come back together, a safe place for you to come back together.”
Of course, various things developed in the great adventure. Then we call it an adventure because it is, I do not mean to be disrespectful. It is a difficult adventure. But we call it an adventure because that is what is. It has been for these thousands of incarnations.
It has been a great adventure to come back into wholeness, and you are doing so now. You are taking those steps now, and independence will help you, because you have to be independent enough to leave your home church and say, “I think there might be some baloney here. I think I will find another path that maybe will hold some truth for me.” I do not mean the church is only baloney, but there are some misconceptions. So if you are beginning to think critically in your spiritual path, this is a wonderful first step, see?
Amazing perspective, is it not? and so Full of LOVE….THE LAST PART will be shared next time! Love, Jen
Channeled by Jennifer Joy Donaldson, Dec. 21st, 2025 in Portland, Maine USA
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